New band, new EP, new attitude.
I haven’t been inspired to play music with other people in about 5 years, so this feels good. Writing music has been a great outlet for me emotionally. Listen to it or don’t; I’m not looking for approval, I’m just glad I’m writing and playing again.
This video makes me so happy.
Also, huge crush on Brie Larson.
'Look how little she is!' He said to himself. 'Shes lost like a grain of sand in the beach—just a concentrated speck blown along, a tiny white foam-bubble, almost nothing among the morning. Why does she absorb me so?
Oh, the wind, the wind is blowing,
through the graves the wind is blowing,
I listen to this a lot and it makes me feel a bit better.
A Visit to the Doctor
Doctor: “Do you live alone?”
Me: “Yes [nervous laugh].”
Doctor: “Why do you laugh? Living alone is good. That’s bullshit that people think they need someone else to make them happy. You’re doing fine.”
*Hands me anti-depressant prescription*
I talk to myself (a lot)
Me: “What should I do this weekend? It’s so boring staying home.”
Me: “I should just not work next week and then ride to California”
Still, I kind of like this feeling
of being left behind.